| Location | Tipton |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Murder |
| Date of Birth | 08/10/2001 |
| Date of Death | 08/10/2001 |
| Visitors | 1,082 since 20/09/2009 |
| Creator |
I was a mother of one already and i was also 7 1/2 months preganat again with a little girl. I was
going out with a man called Dean Timmins at the time and he used to beat me up.
on the 7th october 2001 he desided to beat me in my stomach so hard it caused me to go into labour.
i begged him to let me go to the hospital but he said i had to wait till morning.
Morning came and i was excited that i was gonna meet my little girl at last and i also knew that she
would be small i was praying she would be ok.
When i got to the hospital one of the women desided to scan me and she turned the screen away from
me and i knew then that there was something up but i didn't know what. my consultant came in and
looked at the screen and turned the screen off what i heard next broken my heart into pieces.
My consultant told me my baby girl had died inside of me. my ex-partner who has caused this didn't
even bat an eyelid. i couldn't stop crying and screaming. other moms to be looked at the floor when
i got took over to the labour ward.
I had loads of blood test took and about 7pm thay poped my waters and labour was on way my ex was
out having a fag and i was left alone for 5mins and in those 5mins i pushed my little girl into the
world and i caught her with my hands and i heard her gasp i was crying and shouting for help.
The midwifes came back in shocked to see what had happend when i told them she gasped for breath
thay told me it was just her last breath and that killed me even more inside. i should have
protected her from him but i was to scared to.
I was allowed to keep her for a few hrs till she got took away from me.
When i buried my beautiful baby girl 2 weeks on i couldn't imagine life with out her. i wanted
nuffink more then to hold her in my arms and never let her go ever.
its been neally 8yrs now and it never ever gets easy it just gets hard thinking what if i did this
and that etc like that.
sorry to all the upset of my family and my ex's family when you read this i could not let him get
away form it any more.
I love you courtney and i always will my sweetheart angel.
on till we meet again my angel sleeptight xxxxxxxxx
I was so sad to hear your story, and i also think that you have every right to lay your feelings bare, about what this man did to you and your precious angel, god bless you and your family, i understand what you meant about not being able to protect yourself or your angel, i have been in similiar situation, they say sorry with blank expressions, no feelings but for themselves, god bless you and your family, thinking of you today and sending love, doesnt matter how long ago it was, it stays with us every day. Keep stong and god bless, hugs and love coming your way today. Mummy of Jamie Shettima and another angel baby. XXXX
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you have every right to tell your story..im sure it was so hard for you.shes with the angels now ..shes safe.what goes around comes around..he will meet his match some day ..my heart goes out to you .god bless x
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WRAP YOUR ARMS AROUND HER
LORD AND KISS HER SMILING
FACE. SHE IS A VERY SPECIAL
DAUGHTER WHO CAN NEVER BE
REPLACED.
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART NO ONE WILL NEVER EVER MAKE ME FOR GET YOU AS I CAN NOT YOU AM MY DAUGHTER AND YOU ALWAYS WILL XXXX ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AND THEN I CAN KISS AND CUDDLE YOU LIKE I SHOULD HAVE DONE FROM DAY ONE XXXX LOVE AND KISSES FROM MOMMY XXXX
cruel
I read your right up and my heart goes out to you,i lost my sister 34yrs today not a day goes by when i don,t think about her,i have also lost several babies and i feel your pain godbless you and remember one day your little girl will be waiting for you when your time comes,as for the pondlife who hurt you,well lets just say what goes around comes around goodnight sweet angel maria xx
So so sorry for your loss, Your little might is by your side always as an angel, has been always will be.xx
i am so sorry for your loss your story really touched my heart, may your gorgeous little girl rest peacfully in heaven away from this evil world xxx
Sorry for your loss
My name is Sam and I just want to say how sorry I am for your loss, no matter the age of the person whom has died grief is never easy to deal with.
My thoughts are with you sweetheart xxx
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